kerana degil aku jadi begini -,-

i realize things happened and changed rapidly.

problems come and need to be settled one by one.

i do not get enough day to make my decision.

i have faith that things will be back to normal.

soon, soon enough.

God, give me the strength

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i love my friends :')

you'r my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you supported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear,

its really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away cant keep us apart,
'cause you'll always be in my heart.

its hard 2 find friends like them : basirah , nini , intan , ona , peanuts , ezah , ecah , bezi , faeqah .

hope friends forever <3

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B O S A N ! ! !

erghhh ! korang tahu ta ape mkne bosan gilers ????????? aku engt time cuti nehh laa aku na spend time nan family kerr . ahh , jangkaan aku meleset sama skali . jauh tersasar target aku . cis ! aktiviti aku time cuti neh M A K A N , T I D O , T N G K T V , O N 9 . M A K A N , T I D O . T N G K T V O N 9 ,  klau on9 tuhh , bkn ade mende pon tpy bleh la hilangkn kebosanan aku neh . tpy kdng2 aku tngk laptop , laptop tngk aku . hmm , baguih la lagu tuhh noo . then ulang mende yg sme . kang ade aku jadik tong dram kang ..asyik2 mkn2 jehhh . ta smpai sbulan jdik tong dram kang . ergh . benci2 !! NO KOMEN . FULL STOP

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selamat hari raya aidiladha :))

                                                  

awwhh , slamat hari raya adidiladha . haha . hari ini smbut hari raya dlam keadaan yg kurengs sehad . al-maklum lah hari isnin rituh mndy hujan scare ta sngaje . yelah na wt mcm mane , ckg ta kasi berganjak skit pon dri tapak perhimpunan tuhh . apelagi keesokan hari nyerr ? demam r . dgn suare pon jadik rock neh + selsema pulek . ta syok tol lah . pg2 lg org rmai da anta mcg . kaco aku na tdo jeh , dye ade anta mcg jugek . aiseh , engt lg kt aku upenyer ! engt da delete 100% psl aku . tpy mcg raye jelah . kwang2 ! haha . btw tengs korang sbb wish raye n amek brt jugek sal aku .  :)) neh syg gilers korang ..

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errr , npe seme org neh ??????

ergh !! npe seme org sngaje na sktkn aty aku neh ? haih , sje je kn . dhla tadek moods neh . carik psl , nahas korang kang . ske wat aku jd blur gituhh . hmm , hati dh r tnga lara nih . ta bleyh jadik2 . saba myna2 . dugaan ! syaitan ade kt sekeliling kau neh . jage temperature kau tuh . karang law da meletup ? maaplah , susa plak na sjuk kn blk . gne air conditioner pon ta mnjadik KOT . kwang ! harhar .. chill myna , stay cool ^^ .. okay . fuhhh , smile :)

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dear friends :)

they do share a lots. they cry sometimes laugh together. mengumpat mengutuk mengata semua tu pun dgn kawan. Kawan pun kutuk kawan jugak. tipu lah kalau takde. i dare enough to admit that sometimes i did talk about my friends behind their back BUT not my BEST FRIEND. when come to best friend, i will just straight away ask them or tell them about it ;) tegur cara paling baik sekali. its hard for me to let this things long last. from the bottom of my heart i might feel that maybe im not your bestfriend but to me, you are my best friend. just remember this ;)

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i want to be the girlfriend. not the friend, not the confidant, not the other woman, not the friend with benefits, not the second choice. i want to be the one who is loved, held, and who gets the phone calls at night and the cute surprises, the kisses on the forehead and the i miss you’s. i want it all.

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hello2 holiday :) bye2 school

lately, my mind has been fucked up by exam. but finally its over. woohoo ! vacation. yes, i need vacation. pls mom , dad ? :') i have so much things i would like to do during holiday. gonna spend my holiday with my family, friends especially yerh haha. but hey, gonna miss schooldays rite. but not the homeworks and teachers, i'm gonna miss sleeping in the class, chit-chatting with friends, and THE FOOOD. oh, gonna miss all that. :') nextyear is going to be my last year in smk cenderawasih[maybe]. damn it, time flies so fast ey? haihhh -_-

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tenang hati aku seketika ~

td aku na charge mp3 brotha . ttbe aku tergerak hati na dgr lagu dlm mp3 dye . tajuk dye DOA RABHITHAH . sejuk hati aku ble aku dgr .. wahh , insaf sebentar .tringat plak yg brotha aku adelah jugak bli 2 3 helai bju muslimah kat aku . tpy aku simpan je bju tuh dlm almari . tersusun rapi aku lipat . HAHA . yg lawaknyer aku simpan jeh bju tuh . tersusun rapi aku lipat then tarok lam almari . okeh2 , berbalik kpade tajuk .

                                 

korang dengar tao , insyallah fikiran mnjadi tenang :)) cube hayati ..

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sudah lama tidak meneguknya .

 slurppp !  awwhh <3 da lame ta minom susu dutchlady :) bile tngk iklan terpapar kt tb tuh , telan air liurrr jelah jwbnyeerr . hmm , yummy ^^

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hee :D

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SUCH AN ASSHOLE . YES, YOU!

I’m done with boys. They’re all seemed so wrong. I’ve tried to be the best for ‘em but then they screw everything up and just making it worse than it should’ve been. Idk what the hell was wrong with them. I’ve been broken for so many times because of some silly boys who don’t really have heart lah kan and I’m not gonna let myself go through all those craps anymore or else I’ll be suffering for years. Just get out of my way. Trusting boys again isn’t easy for me anymore and it will never get easy for me. I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF FROM GETTING INTO ANY STUPID RELATIONSHIP THAT’S JUST GOING TO BREAK MY HEART INTO PIECES AGAIN AND AGAIN -___- I think, revenge is the best way. 

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i always think about it ..

The problem with guys is, they pretend to like girls when they don't. The problem with girls is, they pretend they don't like man when they do. am i rite ?

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you do not need to worry. I can already accept the reality and more of a reality. haha . trust2 me2 lah ;)

               

                                
fuuuuyooo . its first my first time kot break hari jumaat . hari yg penuh keberkatan . yes , stiap yg berlaku pasti ade hikmah nyer . rite ? hmm. probnyer skrang . aku neh dah teeeerrrrlampau bijak sangat smpai aku fergie mrayu kt si jambu tuh soh dye trime aku blk . tak ke terlalu bijak tindakn aku . huh . adoy , rosak2 . jatuh kestandardan . myna2 , nilah terjerat dalam cinta monyets . kwang , kwang , kwang . tulah dlu bkn maen ckp ta na kape slagi spm ta abeh lah ta na berasmaradana lah .skali teeeerrrrkenal nan si jambu neh . aku neh pntang skit dgr org ckp manis terus cair melair . ta bleh jadik neh . kne kasi up skit . haha , tpy td mang best r . fight abeh2 r td . aku siap bg ayt poweer rangers da . haha . dont play2 ha . tpy berenti sekerat jln bab dye kate aku ta matang . lahh , bru tao ke yg aku neh kureng skit bab2 kematangan neh . aiyoo , da tao aku neh jenis kebudak-budakkn , mau shakap lg . susa la law kpale otak ta sme spesis . tapo2 , sudah takdir yg aku akn break-break dgn dye . tadek jodooooh :) btw tengs sbb doakn SYE dpt laki yg lebih BAGUS dri awk. AMINN ! 


tengs 2 jejake2  yg teman sye mlm neh n layan kpale otak sye neh . hehehe . tengs 2 hazim khalid,paih,amin,afiq,fazli n amirul azmi .
                           

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i have tumblr too :)
http://mynastories.tumblr.com/

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hey pretty boy .

                               

you have those amazing eyes that will make me melt inside.you're weird, annoying, irritating and rebellious :) but somehow, you're the person whom i can talk almost anything. hey let us make this work, take a good care of my fragile little heart alright? and this time, i will take the risk.

tengs make me hepi . haha :P

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hey guys ! dis is my fiiirrrssstt story

erk ... hey . aku pon tatao npe aku bwat blog . maybe interesting ?? idk , i hve no idea . act b4 dis i hve account blogger but dats my blog kezen 2 :)) her name is amalina too . yeah ! i love her so much . she is veru caring plus loving n open minded ! yeah , now aku tnga rileks . mang 24jam aku rileks je spanjang mase . harharhar . no i means start luse tulat , malat , kolat adalah cuuuutiiiiiii ! ouh , alangkah bahagianya daku . cuti deepavali neh ha . yah2 , hepi deepavali eh . cuti lah puas2 nek cuti kene perah otak lg . don 4get !!! but2 esk ade paper yg penting2 gler arhhhh . law failed cm ner ? huaaaaaa . habis lah .. sok exm sivik n pjk . tenshon2 ! doakn sye berjaye yeh . AMIN :))


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