yeahh.i would like to say thanks and bla bla bla to some guys !
thanks because let me go from your life babe =='
after one month,i hear many story about us and
especially about you .
what he do to me?just let he and i know about that
if i can,i want slap you 100 times !
because you cruel ! very ..
if i can undo that times,i dont want hear about it.
sriesly ! i dont want.its hurt :(
im so disappointed with you.
i cant believe what you have done
homaiii ! god,please give me strength to face these challenges.
im not strong to face these challenges.
after i know about that,i just smile to who tell me about that.
and while that i playing games."ANGRY BIRDS"
i cant cry infront them,i gathered all the strenght not to cry.
i speak in my heart,"you've strong myna,dont cry dear".
i hve to do as usually,joke,laugh with other staff.
not to hve other people noticed that i'm really sad that time.gosh!
yeahh!at work place,i am a cheerful and happy go lucky person.
kayyy,i keep smile till times to 'back home' after 10 hours work.
god ! im tired already.
when i get home,yeahh a usual i bath,pray then eat and ofcourse ongline.jjyeah!
suddenly,i dont know why i texting him.
i say thanks because do that and adelah ayt2 lain tuhh
shhh,secreto !
and guess what?he say i attack him without investigate first and not know
the truth story?shit.
i text you bcause i want know about truth story lah derr.
alahh mamat ni.jgn nk sengal sgtlah weh =='
huhhh.when meet eye to eye,you just buat bodo when you see me
babe,i always TEGUR you kay.but you just ignore me when i look or want talk with u.
hello man,now i infront you.why you act like you not see me?
when we text,you say i 'SOMBONG'.
what are you talk about act?what you want from me?
not enough what hve you done to me hahh?
i just want be your friend like others.
dok behh kalu xtgur tahu dok?pahtuh mula ahh ore dok soksek soksek psal kawe -,-
haihhhhh,dont like ahh.everyone blame me after we !@#$%^&*.
maleh ahh nok royak =='
i feel sad,disappointed,depressed with this prob.
how dare you
you said what you do all this time is for my benefit actually.
what?my benefit?means?
erghhh.sometimes i just cant understand with you
and not know who you are exactly.
hmmm.why you come in my life?
if i know,i dont want know you and be your friend.
if i CAN undo time,i want ignore when people around us want to "keneng2" us
i want ignore when you ask my friends to send greetings.goshh!
but i dont hve doreamon to do that.
i want to tell you how i feel but im scared!
scared of being hurt again and again.puihhh !
scared of you not feeling the same.
yaaa,i hope we can go back like before.idiot kan2?puih..
yeahh,my friends always said,
if i think its time to let go then just let go.
there's no point in looking back to what you hve already lost.
mybe its true?but its take time kayy.hewhewhew :3
when i wake up in the morning,i hope u dail my number and talk with me.
or text me?hmm..
same when i want sleep.
same when i want sleep.
but that cannot happen like before.
never,never,never !
[9/2-9/3]-i will not forget the memories.
especially that date.
thanks boy !
jiwengss sat -,-